30 Days Of Jessica...Day 28

A picture of something you're afraid of.

I chose this picture not for the movie itself, but for what it represents.  I'm not scared of death itself.  I'm terrified of knowing that it's coming and suffering.  Drowning.  Burning to death.  Bleeding to death.  Bad car accident.  Airplane crash.  Train crash.  Tornado.  That's some scary crap isn't it?  Please, Lord, when I go just let it be quiet.  I'm not so presumptuous to ask for it to be a quick death, but I don't want some dramatic ending.
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Daddy had his 2nd neupogen injection today and so far so good - no pain.  He's been super tired ever since he got the first round of chemo over this past weekend and we've been trying to push a lot of fluids per the doctor's orders.  Of course he's being Daddy - stubborn - but I know he's trying.  It's expected that he'll be in the most pain this upcoming weekend but I pray that he won't have much.  The last time he got neupogen like a month ago, he was in terrible pain for a few days - it was hard to watch sometimes. 

I'll keep you updated!